No, I’m not dead, nothing happened on my way back to Aber, although the travel was a bit nasty, but that was all my fault. I missed a couple of trains by standing on the wrong part of the platform and I got home at around 12 midnight, but the important thing is I managed to travel by myself for the first time…. And I sucked at it. Anyway, things are good on the UK side, if we don’t count the fact that we still don’t have internet in the house and it’s getting annoying. I bought a dongle for my laptop because everything the University wants you to know and do is put online and if you don’t have internet, you’re kinda screwed. Also, we are enjoying some really nice weather (I hope this statement doesn’t put a hex on it) these last few days, while back in Bulgaria I hear people are walking around in gloves and coats. Kinda ironic, given the fact that we are in the “land of the rain”. And I really like our house, except the floor that creaks and if you wanna go to the bathroom at night, you risk waking people up.
My birthday’s soon, in just 2 days. I’m gonna be 20…. I still can’t come to terms with that. My mind is of a 5-year-old, I feel like I’m still 17, and this whole grown-up thing – not really for me. But I’m ok, I’m fine. Maybe not emotionally ok, but I’m dealing with it. I accepted the fact that it’s gonna be another lonely year for that little broken heart of mine, but I have friends (YES, believe it or not, I do have friends!) who tickle me every time I show up with a long face, so I’m gonna be ok, right? Right?…………….
