Happy Dirtday to you...

Last B-day guy for this year - Happy B-day to Jared Leto, my favorite actor and frontman to one of my favorite bands! (which I haven't listened to in ages) It must be cool to be born on Christmas... but personally, I would prefer being born on Halloween. Unfortunately, I wasn't successful in waiting another 15 days in my mom's belly. Happy holidays to everyone, again, and have a great B-day, Jared!

HO-HO-H....ahgjk.. *coughs* I'm not drunk, I'm just sort of sick... I always hit the right time. Now - it's 12:08 am on December 25, so... Merry Christmas to everybody! Or, how Walter said it - "You're jewish? - Happy Hanukkah! You're black? - Happy Qwanza! You're an atheist? - have a nice day!!!" The last one goes for me, I think... xD Here's something I totally messed up, but if you know me, you'll know it's my style.

'Twas the NightMare before Christmas, when all through the loss not a creature was stirring, not even a ghost. The stockings were hung by the chimney without care, in hopes that Sandy Claws soon would be there... But I heard him exclaim, ere he drove out of sight, "Terrible Christmas to all, and to all a good-night!"

12/21

I finally decorated my Christmas tree today... Ironic, isn't it? That leads me to saying Happy End Of The World Day... 4 years from now... or something like that. We'll see. Don't really care right now. What I DO care about right now is that I fiiinally got into the Christmas spirit. I've been putting off the decorating for 2 weeks, 'cause I know some of my friends did it then. But I personally wasn't in the mood... oh, and there's the part where I was lazy (yeah, yeah, I know). But today we pulled out the tree and the decorations from the wardrobe where they sleep for the rest of the year... and surprisingly found out we have TWO trees! The one we knew about is the little tree we decorate every year. I've been whining about taking a bigger one for 3 years and today my mom and I were shocked to see another, bigger tree next to the other. That's when the Christmas thingy got me. Isn't it pretty?! Miracles happen around Christmas... or on December 21st!!!

JTHM

What a day! I finally got my package from my friends from the Dominican Republic - and they've sent me the first edition (22nd printing) of Johnny the Homicidal Maniac! I was about to get a heart-attack! Even though I secretly wished for an AFI cd (cause there are NONE here! >.< ), this was amazing as well. They made me a collage with phrases from my poem Possibilities of the unknown, which is here somewhere in the posts. And also both of them wrote me two letters and sent me the book we made for our Mondialogo project, which I'm about to see right after I'm done here. Man, the minute I saw the message from my mom that the package is here, I left school, went to my mom's job and back for 5 minutes. I was out of breath in the end, but it was all worth it. Now I have a new comic to read! Yaaay! And to Izzy and Leo: Thank you, guys! From the bottom of my black little heart - thanks you bothered to do something like this for me! Love ya! Hugs and kisses!

Walks In The Shadow...

... And a goodbye-kiss... :D Joking. The new scribble is just Walks In The Shadow, I wrote it... today, obviously. It's dedicated to a friend of mine, we're on kinda bad terms with each other now, but I hope everything will get better. I mean, I wrote a whole scribble for him! So there it is, enjoy.

It never rains in your part of the world
It's never green on your side of the street
You put your nightmares in tales to be told
Then put the mask and start talking to me

I don't want to decorate my words
I see no point - they're gonna rot and blur
Lies may last, but I can't lie to you
And where's my own mask - I don't even have a clue

They don't want us in heaven, they don't want us in hell
Our souls are free agents, cast away by their spell
An unspeakable magic soon to be decomposed
A righteous misdeed turned down before it's proposed

You begin where I fail
You succeed when I can't
You can look beyond the veil
While I'm passing there as I meant

We had a colour of our own
But how could they even know?
Since they made away with it all
In empty space now we fall

I'm done here for now and I will leave you at rest
But I'll come back here some day, and take you as my guest
Show you round, under dead branches, where there's no living bird
And a colour of your own that doesn't cover the dirt

P.S. - Apparently we're not on bad terms anymore :D

Static Silence

Wow... a week and a half of not posting and not annoying anyone. It was great, but it's over - sorry. New scribble on the way - it is my first one whose name is mentioned in it - never thought I'd do it, but here we go. So what happened for almost two weeks - I got into London After Midnight - great music, Sean's a great looking bastard of genius! Almost 300 plays for a week and a half. Anyway, about the scribble - it is about everyone who has ever confided in me. Aand plus, I wasn't very much in the mood, so this is what I came up with.

Oh, I keep all your ten thousand secrets
Your biggest desires and your deepest wishes
I am static silence carried by the breeze
And for your haven of rest I ask for no fee.

Still, there is one thing you should know -
As long as they're here, with me, on my boat
I'm carving their doomed fate in the dark
Ask for no reason, search for no stars.

I'm chosen to destine their destinies now
Don't you back down, you should have learned how
A proven denial, hesitation of mind
Lay them at rest, you left them behind.

Freedom of will has not been found
You gave me the keys and buried it in the ground
Another mistake, the static is broken
The secret's unspoken 'cause silence is golden.