…and I’m so sorry, but we can’t forgive you

The bitch is back, people! And there’s a bonus – I have a new scribble! Bet you didn’t see that coming. xD Anyway, the new scribble is… what can I say, totally in my style, gloomy and depressing. xD I wrote the first part in the plane while I was flying back to the UK. And today I decided to finally finish my latest crap and launch it in the cyber space!

As for me, my first exam was last week, I think I did well, we’ll see what the people assessing it think. The next one is tomorrow, the InterPol one, and the last one is on Friday in Psychology. I hope they’re not gonna be too hard. Speaking of InterPol, I had to change one of my modules for the second semester, because I had a clash with one of the Psychology modules. So long War, Strategy and Intelligence, helloooo Politics in Europe. I really wanted to study War, Strategy and Intelligence, but I guess it won’t be this semester.
Okay, enough newsflash, time for the scribble. Enjoy, and if you don’t – I’m not responsible for anyone who pukes after reading it. xD

You told us it was all for our good
You promised there'll be no fire
You said the ground wouldn't shake - but it would
Well I gladly thank you now, pathetic liars

The last drop of blood in our hearts you can take
and I hope it will finish you all
In the river of cinders you can all drown for our sake
and pay for our death toll

It wasn't fair, it never is
It isn't now, it never will be
Welcome to the nightmare, the monster's kiss
Now you all bow before our dead bodies

We give you this petty, simple, little advice
before we depart in our silent rave:
shut up and listen, we suggest you thought twice -
it's far too late to apologize to a silenced grave

Truth be known - someone hurt you, it wasn't your fault
Pain be told - you decided to hurt us more, too
Lies be said - your way to avenge the assault...
...and I'm so sorry but we can't forgive you

Back in Helltown >.<

Aaand Joe is back down to Helltown, aka Aberystwyth, with a hot morning cocoa without sugar ‘cause we haven’t gone shopping yet. This will happen later in the afternoon. The journey back was as long and as tiring as the one back to Bulgaria… but at least then I was going home and I didn’t care how long it would take as long as I get home. This time I came back to a cold room, 3 exams waiting for me, looking for a job and for accommodation for next year. The last week home was pretty nasty, especially when you try to hold your tears for a few hours and then they just burst out from your eyes without warning. I guess it will become easier in the future. At least this time I’ll stay here only two months before the Easter break. Plus, my friend who studies in Portsmouth said there’s a possibility to come visit me in the end of the month for a few days. Boy, if she comes, I’ll even go to a pub for her! It felt so good seeing my friends back home, and seeing them here too will give me strength to last another 2 months. As for the scribbles, I have many, many, many ideas and phrases written down, but just that. I may come up with one finished soon, but that’s not a promise. I think that’s it for now, I have to go get my scholarship cheque today, go shopping, eat – that’s kinda important, the eating part. My first exam is this Friday, the 22nd, so wish me good luck!

Happy Name Day to me! ^^

Aaaand a happy name day to meeeee! Also  happy name day to all the Johns, Johnnys, Ivans, Joans and so on and so forth. I know we celebrate name days only in Bulgaria, but it’s a nice occasion to get presents. My mom got me Terry Pratchett’s Johnny and the bomb – my Terry Pratchett collection is growing! I’m at my cousin’s house for a visit and we’re gonna watch a movie, and tomorrow I’m visiting one of my friends at her dormitory, so see yaaaa!!! ^^

2 minutes to midnight or just 24 months to another new year?

Happy New Year, ya motherfuckers! Hope you all had a great time last night/year. Geez, the new millenium finally has another digit to keep company to the last one aaaaand that sounded weird. But for someone who went to bed at 7am and woke up at 11am, I think that’s justifiable. And that’s why the first post for 2010 will be short – hallelujah!

Before I forget, here’s the song list as I promised, but this time it’s extended to 5 songs because that’s how many songs I remembered while trying not to fall asleep again this morning:

1.Green Day – Viva la Gloria (Little Girl)
2.The Cure – Prayers For Rain
3.London After Midnight – The Bondage Song (Unchained Mix)
4.Green Day – Last of American Girls
5.AFI – Now the World

We’ll see which band will obsess me in 2010.