Everyone is so full of s**t!

Did I mention I got answers from all the courses in the university I applied for? And I'm in? No? Well, I'm in! Or I'm almost in, I still need my diploma to be above 5 (which according to the American grading system is B). I guess it's not that much of a problem, so... I hope this time next year I'll be far away from here. Hey, looks like 'Idiot' is going to win the poll - pity it's not 'Hypocrite' - it's been one of my favorite these days... along with the never-dying classic 'Bitchard'. ^^ Well.... bye!

The Memory Lane

I'm ok... I'm fine... There's nothing wrong with me...

Well I've been better, but it doesn't matter
'Cause the sun always revolves around you and you
How's Your Majesty this purely morning?
Such a shame, you've lost your splendid glowing

Have you ever thought how others feel?!

Back and forth, a vicious circle
You look inside and you've been burgled
You're hurt, you cry, your pain, you die
And all I hear is "I, I, I"!

Have you ever thought how others feel?!

The sky is raining - that must be you
The sad song's playing, but not for two
Evolve, revolve, devolve and back
As for your friends - they got the sack

Have you ever thought how they would feel?!

You know, you're not the only one with problems
And empathy's better than silence
You see that bridge? Burn it or jump!
The choice is yours, I'll hit the ground

Under dead branches, covered in blood
Where all you hear is a static sound
And I hope I'll make your senses reel
'Cause now you'll finally think how others FEEL!

Ever Been In This Situation Before?

Ok, this is too funny to just past it by. :D Every new beginning should start well, so.. there we gooooo ^^

Portrait Of An Every Day Routine

'Morning, gents! What a wonderful evening... freezingly cold. I wonder if it would be colder if I lived in a gas heated building... And an answer "Yes!!" But I'm sick (again) so it still sucks for me. There's the new scribble, depressing and gloomy as always, the title is pretty much self-explanatory, and bla bla bla...

The clock stopped.
My eyes shut.
The window froze.
White flowers arose.

Same day, different someone
Opened eyes, confess to no one
The cold's an artist - painting winter primeval
The glass is breaking - its flowers of evil

Turn around - where to run?
Spin around - nobody to find
Day is stunned - cracks are raking
Eyes are pinned - thorns are breaking

Slowing down, sink in darkness
Close your mind, refuse the madness
Look, blind fools - the cracks stopped faking
Protect the eyes - the flowers are melting

I got my ticket! I finally got the mother f**king ticket! The Rasmus are having a concert here in Bulgaria on 12 February and since Monday I've been going to Office 1 Superstore, which is a sponsor of the concert to get a ticket and on Monday they said there's a problem with the program and told me and my friend to come in an hour, but we went the next day and then one of the girls said the ones who are in charge of the ticket selling were in a lunch break, so we went after school. Of course, luck was on my side as always and they said the problem still continues. We gave them a phone number so they can call us when the damn tickets are there, and today they called! We went after school and not until I had that thingy in my hands was I able to smile with relief. Not to mention that I went to the wrong store on Monday... it's been 3 really horrific days. Now everything's ok. Plus, I have a name day today and my friends got me a framed picture of the three of us - it's soo cool. ^^ That's for today, see ya when I come up with a new scribble.

P.S. - When we're not together anymore, I'm sooo gonna cry looking at this...

Anyone sober and without hangover except me today? No? You should try it - it's healthy. :D I haven't bugged you since... last year. :D So here's a clean start. Ah, and Happy New Year to everyone, of course! Even though I don't have a hangover, I'm dead tired. My mom woke me up this morning at 11. Usually, there's nothing wrong in waking up at 11 am... it's even late. But for someone who went to bed at 5 am last night it IS too damn early! I can barely keep myself awake so I got a back-up - a half-full bottle of Coca-Cola (or is it half-empty?). It's the only thing I drink that can be considered harmful, so... exactly. Oh, here's something cool (sort of):
First song listened to in 2009 - The Last Dance - Once Beautiful
Second song listened to - London After Midnight - Let Me Break You
Third song - Son Of Sam - Purevil
Aaaand I lost count after that. See ya, I'll be busy trying to stay awake for the rest of the day.

P.S. - I forgot the best part!!! The part BEFORE I went to bed and before I was woken up. My cousin and I went out in 10:30 pm to the city center, cause someone told her that some Bulgarian band would play. It turned out it wasn't the band we expected to be, we thought it would be PIF (which I don't listen to at ALL), but it was another one called Sun. (I always hit 3-lettered bands...) So they started playing, I started sort of dancing in order to keep warm, cause it was -12C. The first song ended, aaaand then.. I heard something reaally familiar. The guys played Wake Me Up When September Ends by Green Day and we freaked out! It was the only song they played that I liked, if not counting U2's One, and it was aaall worth it. Despite even the fact that after two hours outside I could barely feel any of my limbs. And the fireworks were cool I guess. I saw all people I wanted to see, and some I didn't want to see, but I don't give a damn. Then the parents came, took me home to defrost and my cousin went somewhere to get drunk... she didn't, don't worry. Then we watched a movie and went to bed.... for 6 damn hours!